okay. so, im seriously tired of being treated like shit. It’s seriously getting old people! I could seriously go down the list of different ways every single guy has fucked me over. It all started two years ago with Aaron Soucy and how because i couldnt put out he never fucking talked to me again. And since then. there have been so many guys who have treated me like absolute shit and have used me like a peice of meat. I’m so fucking done with that shit its not even funny. Honestly im so much better than that. If theres truly a guy out there who would actually care about me, or would actually want to love me for who i am then let me know, because the world doesnt seem too promising right now. At all. This has been eating me up inside for so long because i have literally been through so much crap with so many fucking douchebags that i think its reasonable to ask for ONE guy who actually gives me some sort of respect, and truly realizes how godamn perfect i actually am. The only guy who ever cared about me and really saw how beautiful i am inside and out was anthony, and i fuckedddd that sup so fucking badly. And i didnt even know what i had until it was gone. Fuck im so DONE.